Word of my current predicament is starting to spread with the inevitability of rain on an English Summer day. The good side of this is the somewhat unexpected, and overwhelming wave of support I am getting from everyone from parents at school to neighbours and nursery staff. With two interesting side effects: Firstly, it does really warm my heart and helps me still see the best in people. Secondly, it does make me see T in a different light. The brutality of his change of heart, his inconsistency, the sheer speed with which he has thrown our relationship away to rush towards his new single life all paint a fairly ugly picture. This person is no longer the man I loved.